Screaming so loud no one can hear me
crying so hard no one can see
hurting so bad no one knows
Just want to die
just want to cry.

No one knows what goes on in my head
no one seems to care
I hate that i hate myself
i hate that i hate them too
i hate it all i hate it all...

Screaming so loud it can be heard far across the world
crying so hard that it would break a cold mans heart
hurting so bad that i slit my wrist in hopes that it will end...
But no one knows
and no one sees
that i am slowlying dieing in a bed of bad deeps

the past lingers in my head like a drug that you can't let go of
fear sticks by my side so much i can tast it.....
can't you see
can't you see
i want to die
so please get rid of me


I try to get them to hurt me
i try to get them to kill me
i try to get them to cut me
so i don't have to do it by myself....please can't you just help me?
can't you just take this freacking razor and slit my throat so i can die and everyone one can let go of me?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...........if that f*cking b**ch touches my sister or my friends i will mess her face up so bad it's not even funny.....she thinks she can take me? She thinks she can hurt my friends? She thinks she can touch my sister....she is so wrong...she tries to lay a hand on me when my sister is around she will be on the ground and going to the ER!!!!

Do they see me? Do they know the secrets i hold inside? Do they see in my eyes the way i want to die? Do they see the pain that always stays there? Do? Do they know i cry at night and whish for death? Do they see the anything at all......my pain grows with each passing day....my world gets too bright for these tired eyes.......do they see these broken wings covered in chains and blood of my innocents.....I am being streched to thin. I am lost and i have no way to find my way back......my heart acks to be held once more.....to rest my head on my lovers chest and have him stroke my hair and wisper to me that everything will me ok.....i long to be free from this god damn world of hate and anger....here everthing is too bright and cold and vilont i don't want ot live in this world anymore i can't....i hurt to much